My Stories
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
11:05 PM
life can be so unpredictable at times.
two days ago
i just quarrel with my parents
over small little stuffs
and i raised my voice at them
and they never realised their mistakes
its always me at fault for whatever happen.
my brother's result.
i watched singapore idol results show.
i going out often
they put all the shit onto me.
and i had to admit my mistake.
why dont they understand that the more they dont like us to do, they more we love to do it.
i know i sound rebellious
but think abt it
i haven been asking them for money for my expenses
except for my allowances, which isnt alot too.
hey, i help to clean the floor
and ended up saying i mopped the floor cos' i am gg out shopping.
like wtf.
so when i try to do things for them, they dont appreciate
and when i dont do, they nagged and scold.
thats what being the eldest have to do.
show a good example and get scolded for wadever that goes wrong even though its not your fault.
though i still talk to my parents now.
i feel even more distanced?
its hard talking to them.
cos i had to think before i talk
make me not very myself.
and this happen in my house.
my colleague asking me if i will conitune working after attachment
shuld i?
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Friday, September 22, 2006
10:18 PM
i had talked to my partner in winter time about my past relationship.
i told her about this previous one i had.
where everyone scolded me stupid
everyone wonder why i can stand him.
i once left my friends for him.
but they din gave me up.
it cause a scar in my heart.
a phobia to these things.
and i guess i can never get over it.
it made me grow up alot and matured.
and all these single days.
i had this special galfren with me all along.
who never gave me up.
who is frequently there for me.
who know me inside out.
and understand me the best.
vanessa, i am grateful to have you by me.=))
often, i just simply wanna have a day out with her.
but due to some other things, we can't
there's work, there's school, there's other frens to care about.
its been long since we ever really talk our hearts out.
i just want you to know that you can never be replaced.
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12:22 AM
i went bugis with my cousin to sign her saving policy with my agent
she sign a 50 bucks per month i think.
and guess what, i spent 100 bucks on myself
tops - two
bottom- one
belt buckle - one
footwear- one
argh,
and i still never managed to get something for my face.
my face is getting from bad to worse
and my money is getting from less to less-er.
is that something to be angry or sad about.
haiz.
work is getting boring and boring.
its no life and no life anymore.
i am still hoping that money will drop from the sky just like that.
i am silly, aren't i.
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Monday, September 18, 2006
10:33 PM
why are we gals so worried abt our figure?
the word - FAT
cos of you GUYS.
if it weren't for you all, we will not even go for the trouble to diet.
am i right.
in my grandparents days, guys prefer gals to be fat
so they have to be fat.
or else cannot get married
now in my days, guys like skinny gals.
so gals need to be slim.
or else no one will even look at you.
five words - its all cos of you guys.
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
11:37 PM
i feel so fattt now..
arghh.
why is it that the lesser i eat, the fatter i seem to be?
the healthier i eat, the more weight i seem to gain.
being a woman is just so so troublesome.
u need to care about ur weight, ur shape
ur face, the way u dress
the way u behave, u sit, stand, etc.
and still, man stands at a higher place than woman.
sigh..
tomorrow is back to hougang outlet.
you know i hate that place.
its a place that i can start staring into air for 9 hours.
cause, there ain't anything for me to do.
the people there will do the job.
i am like some transparent person to them.
fark.
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
11:16 PM
read it as at
2nd september, Saturday(blog just dun update yesterday, so sorrie)i finally completed one week of the eight weeks of my attachment
phew...
tiring okie. everyday paste sticker on the catalog.
hahahaha.okie.
next mon is at hougang mall.
visitors?
i think i will still prefer the head office.
let see how it goes..
just came back from k box-ing with my cousins.
fun i guess.
next week may be gg there again!?!
and we went to nydc for my dinner-supper.
and due to our ignorance, we order the dynamite pizza
and almost dieded on the hotness.
i cried for nothing.wadever.
den we were doing some stupid things
we were observing pple around us
especially one couple sitting face to face each other.
and 3/4 of the time, they were not talking
they were looking ard.
thats when my cousin said, ' die liao, sure break up de'.
hahahaha
he said until a period of time, couples just have nothing to talk anymore.
but i think they notice that we were looking at them la
the guy was quite cute though.
look abit like edison style.
i am not eye-ing on pple's boy okie! =)
i was working alone ytd.
and i clocked sales of $500 plus .
=))
thats quite alot for this period.
and today sales were quite good. 1000 plus.
and finally, i got a day off tomorrow.
been long since i last rest-ed.
and i came up with a new shopping list:
- one pair of shoes, from nike or converse
- another pair of cover shoes, from URS
- one pair of heels/ slip in
- one pair of jeans
- eye make up remover
- my pimples cream is running out
- same goes for my moisturer
- i think i need sunblock cream or sth
- polo tee from espirit
- some tops maybe? but that can wait til sch starts
see, that's the bad thing abt poly
u need new clothes every now and then.
i miss the time when i need to wear uniform everyday
i miss sec sch life.
when life is not so complicated like now.
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