My Stories
Monday, January 30, 2006
11:17 PM
last night in malaysia..
i will be back tomorrow night..
dun feel like going back now.
life here is so meaningful..
hahaha..
eat, shit and slp.
how wonderful.....
uncle bought a box of fireworks that cost three hundred plus.
its hundred and ninety eight shots.
its really damn beautiful.
wont lose to singapore's fireworks.
three hundred plus bucks in four minutes gone.
hahahaha.
reunion dinner is getting more n more re nao.
more and more members added into the family
=))
grandparent's
first son, one wife, three children
second son, one wife, two children
third son, one wife, three children
fourth son, one wife, two children
fifth son, one wife
sixth son, one wife, two children
seventh son, one fiancee
eighth son
first aunt, three children, not present though
second aunt
three aunt and husband, present
fouth aunt, not present.
fifth aunt and fiance.
maths come in here..
hahahaha damn alot right..
i go crazy collecting hong baos
and my parents go mad giving hong baos.
HAHAHAHAHA
as the eldest grandchildren in the family, i ought to set a good example
HAHAHAHA, puke.
that's impossible.i do not want to be a role model
i'm loving it.
went back to my mother's house today.
my cousin, again brought his gf back.
hahaha.
we were teasing another cousin of the same age of not having any gfs in his life.
but he is handsome okie.
its worth it not having a gf.
leave him for me.
hahaaahahah.
this year hong baos are quite little.
how? not enough to cover what i spend on my clothings and stuffs.
hahahaha.
im starting to get use to the life here le.
i can move back in anytime le.
=))) just joking..
i doubt i will move back and stay
unless, something in singapore hurt me so much that i cant stay in there anymore.
but i guess, there wont be such thing..
hope there wont be traffic jam tml.
i wanna go visiting tml de!!!
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
3:15 PM
happie cny! =)
enjoying fireworks here.
hong baos, here i come.. =))))
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Friday, January 27, 2006
11:48 PM
BCA is finally done.
one project down.
i'm still left with iac n bmgt.
both still intact.. clap for me.
went shopping with mates yesterday in town.
they bought alot of things.
pepper lunch for lunch cum dinner.
and i bought a MARTINI PINK black wallet.
shopping ard with gfs today.
town-ed with jw first.
den met van to pass her my blazor n pants.
she wanna pang seh today lo..
ask me dun pang seh, in the end ARH...
hahaha.
den rush to meet xs in bugis to pass her her BONIA HANDBAG
it wasnt as much pple as i thot it would be..
it is just like a SAT on a fri..
heavy traffic, still can breathe, still can move about..
was looking for my bottoms from the time ireach bugis till i went back
and finally got one.
i dun really like it like love at the first sight.
but, i just need a bottom.
just buy, 35 bucks.
quite ex for that material.
tmd. spend alot today.
bought a bag for my mum, a skirt for me, a 'shirt' for my phone,
food for my stomach.
linus ho, i still treat my parents good okie!
hahaha...
ai de zhang men ren last episode.
the ending is sUPER SWEETTTT.
yes, how i wish.
i know u gg to go, dont start.
this show clearly display the love between two genders,
mothers and daughters, sisters,
friends, company politics, etc.
one of the nicest shows by singapore.
loving someone doesnt mean u have to be with him/her,
if she is happie, you will be too.
if u are able to let her go to find her happiness,
yes, you love her.
if you dun, you are just loving the feeling of being attached,
no, you dun love her.
whatever is your is yours.
hahaha.
sometimes, mediacorp does have some nice drama series.
leaving singapore for cny tml early morning.
i know i will enjoy back there.=))
need to get some slp for now.
i m suppsoe to be up by 5 am tml.
good night world.
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
1:26 AM
talked with van n jw some time ago abt our past in sec sch.
about that relationship of mine.
i did some thinking alone too.
and was asking myself,
wad would it be like if we were still together?its 10 mths of being together.
10 mths of ups and downs.
still remember we had to hide from our parents and teachers?
and when everybody noes abt us?
those difficults times, har, we manage to go thru it together.
safe and smoothly.
it was exciting at times, isnt it?
i can feel your love
though we were quarrelling 4/5 of the week.
u gave me
so much laughter and happinessand then u ended it so soon.
yep, i would have say, i miss those times.
those times, i dun mind how u treated me.
and i gave you all i can.
even outsiders can see..
i m just different, so so different.
perhaps, i had learnt to love.
just that
you are the right guy at the wrong time?we were both too young.
too young to say love.
u taught me how to play pool
u taught me wad understanding, compromsing is.
after you, i nv had any serious bgr again.
they say, i m still best 'pictured' with you.
yeps, maybe it is that way.
i just wanna tell yousometimes, i still misses you bits to bits.you may not know.you are the one i really loved,our relationship is the one i really treasure.you are the one i will admit to others that'you were once mine'
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
11:52 PM
econs test 2 today.
finally its over.
i think i can do the paper.
just abit confused here and there.
went town after test at 6 plus
met yong tian to watch the new movie
singapore's first 3D aniamtion move.
zodiac,? shen xiao chuan qi.
one hour 15 mins show.
whole movie talking abt zodiac la.
not exactly that nice lo..
anyway, saw fann wong n zhou chong qing there la.
they were having the qing gong yan.
alot of reporters and media.
i think i found my 'cute guy' le.
HAHA..
van,xs, we shall meet on fri.
is that okie?
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Monday, January 23, 2006
9:56 PM
i love AI DE ZHANG MEN REN like hell
think its singapore's one of the nicest drama series le..
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12:32 PM
worked on sat at taka, sun at bugis.
saw eric and his gf at taka.
had a quick talk with him.
still as vAIN as ever.
he loves his gf alot lo.
happie for him that he found a gd gf.
work on sun is fine.
i love working in bugis more than in taka.
the environment is more friendly.
i will be 297 bucks richer by next month
=)))
and plus my new year hong baos.
i will be hundred-aire.
hahahs.
shoppings are msging me...
my red hair fade le.
become some copper colour
so ugly la.
dun care.
i will go dye back red, van
I WANT MY HAIR TO BE RED
but i think i will just get another round of scoldings again.
sometimes, parents, just NAG TOO MUCH
sick.
i m looking forward to new year.
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
12:27 AM
they are always not happie in wadever i do.
wadever i spent on, they need to know.
they start insulting me and my frens.
i hate the way they do that.
I AM SPENDING ON WAD I EARN
WHY DO U HAVE TO NOE WADEVER I SPENT ON.
i m already 18.
i think i know what i m suppose to do and what i m not.
i m just like that.
i dun expect you to let me stay in big houses,
i dun expect you to give me high allowances,
i dun expect you to pay on what i spend on.
but why do you still wanna treat me like a KID
IF YOU DUN WAN TO HAVE A DAUGHTER LIKE THAT
DONE.
u said that.
i m not a good role model.
i m not that good daughter that u wan.
words hurt.
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
9:43 PM
written comm test ended..
write 3 letters in 2 hours isnt an easy job.
but i still managed to finish it on time.
thank god.
okie. today was the first time i got a warning letter.
eating beyond the internet cafe in library.
haha.. stupid librarian
its is just out of the library for like one to two steps.
and we all got booked.
i still got two projects undone.
no,three...
i m like so in dead shit la..
new year is coming..
i m going back on new year eve ba..
hope time pass quickly.
hope new year come pass.
hope one year pass fast.
then, i will not have to bother abt this year resolution.
=))
i got macro test 2 on tues.
time to get work done..
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
10:38 PM
today is just the so not good mood day.
i feel so empty in my brain for POA test today..
just like u read this page n u know u remember.
den when u read next page, u forget that page.
the feeling of screwed is not so good after all.
and i went acer to repair my laptop's keyboard.
n guess what, that salesman said i got to pay $90.
why? cos i physical damage the metal thing.
wth! who will be so stupid to damage her own keyboard.
i told him it just fall out like this.
he said someone shuld have tampered with it.
who will go pluck la.
and i went over to jasmine's side after i made the payment.
her laptop problem is keys are not that sensitive.
and the other salesman change it for free la!
she asked him why i m charged while she isnt.
that salesman was like hinting that mine shouldnt be charged too.
i m so freaking pissed with acer and that salesman who served me.
and i paid $94.50 with GST to repair one right key button.
isnt that too expensive.
this type of problem is not under warranty
DEN WAD IS!
they are being ridiculous.
paying two thousand plus for a laptop which have problems after another.
i swear i wont buy acer laptop again.
and was so pissed that i said it in the service centre.
i just forgot to take the feedback form and really FEEDBACK ah.
i just hope the insurance cover this.
or else, i m so going to complain.
POA test is so going to die.
the setter of the paper is damn smart lo.
we actually have different sets of papers.
which means i can have one Question as Question 1
and my fren can have it as Question 2
and another one can have it as Question 3.
prevent cheating eh.
clever right the teacher.
make us all so scared having all different answers.
haha.
school is having trip to china.
community serivce trip
think i m gg!
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Monday, January 16, 2006
12:06 PM
another of my polymates is attached.
great ah.
so only left me n nicole..
and they ask me today if i m looking for a bf.
so naturally, the answer is no.
and why?
cos i dun feel like going thru sweet honeymoon period, tiring critial period again.
it will be the same sweet sweet 6 months ( the most )
then, quarrels will start
u will probably find urself quarrelling with him almost everyday over small little things.
u will start noticing that u have nth to talk abt anymore.
no where interesting to go anymore.
relationship will be either u leaning towards him or vice versa.
u find urself needing him more, but he doesnt do the same.
u start to feel the loneliness in the relationship again.
he starts to dote u no more, or even if he does, he doesnt show it.
he starts to show little love, concern, not anxious for u anymore.
thats when the relationship is unstable.
whether it survives or not, depends on the both of u.
dun it sounds tiring?
i'm still doing well now.single. yes.
maybe, its because i kept myself busy all the while.
though sometimes, once a while, i long for the love of a bf.
but, its okie.
i know its perfectly normal.
so dun worrie okie single gals.
there are lots of gals who are single.
and they are still doing well in their lives.
so why cant you?
life goes on, days pass days..
u can still be happie..
right?
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
10:23 PM
met this really odd man in the bus
he was sitting one seat away from me
okie, first he was holding a N70 in his hands.
nth wrong with that..
i was talking to my mates when he suddenly talk loudly in hokkien
i turn and look, he hold another black N70 in his left hand talking and the silver one on his right.
nic (mouthed to me): which other phone he is using.
me(mouthed back): N70
nic ( mouthed): another phone?
me (mouthed): N70 too
nic (mouthed): why he is taking bus
me: shrugg
nic den gave me a 'he is a show off' look.
cant stand him.
den we went back talking and he suddenly played some video in his phone.
it was quite loud and we all turn and look at him.
quite obvious he was showing off ..
and next, he was watching porn la!
can u imagine! NAKED GALS.
with their butts fully shown.
me(mouthed to nic n pz): naked gals
and they were like HUH
and nic gave me a disgusting look.
that man is really odd n funnie.
he behaves like someone with mental problem.
he got that funny look when i was typing an sms to a fren.
like huh, only u can own a N70 ah.
seriously sick man.
okie. school was bad today.
written comm report came back.
my grp -19/30
lowest ba.
i know it sucks.
but a 5 persons project done by 2 gals.
we seriously dunno what to add in anymore.
we did the most work, and got the same marks as 2 other guys.
another one was totally marked down by us.
everyone told us my grp is seriously no hope le.
imagine tabulating the surveys whole night.
arranging all the formats in the surveys, changing fonts, changing colour, and trying to understand that FUCKING SMS languages of the pple and change them
and later reading them one by one.
do the statistics, count them one by one.
group them in excel
print them, arrange them.
did all the researches.
read all the newspaper articles one by one.
stayed back in school to print them
did the findings pass it to her to compile
went all the way to jurong at night to pass my fren all the surveys and researches
while the two guys only did surveys and one small part of the report.
and there is this guy who wanted us to grade everyone 100% for peer evaluation
isit possible u think?
i regreted giving marks i arent suppose to give.
but wad can i do,
they are my classmates for one yr plus
we still have to work together.
i do not want to spoil relationship.
WAD CAN I DO.
fine, grades are out.
business managment report.
dued in god noes how many days or weeks time.
and the whole thing is a crap.
i dun even noe how to start writing my part.
wth.
now i noe why the guys got so much time to study.
they were talking abt feb 14.
familiar date isnt it.
wad to give and stuffs.
almost everyone in my grp is like attached la.
except me n nic.
we can just be each other's valentines
anyway, i cant be bothered anymore.
it doesnt matter to me anymore.
i feel fat nowadays.
getting fatter n fatter.
i seriously hate the look of me.
i got so much so much problems.
and really wasnt feeling good inside.
trying to destress n feel comfort online
and den i got bombarded with the nicks.
then i cant make it for the movie.
i apologised.
just go w/o me
at that moment i just feel like saying, just do wad u feel like w/o me.
i seriously dun wanna care wad happen anymore.
i dun understand why working so hard in work, relationship , friendship don't help in any way.
i soon become, dun see the need to work that hard anymore.
lousy grades, lousy love life, lousy daughter, lousy fren, lousy life.
i m starting to think if i being too good to everyone, not getting angry when suppose, is becoming my weakness.
resulted in getting bullied all the time, in every aspects of life.
the time i need motivation n support, i always get rubbish.
i feel the crap!
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3:26 PM
yesterday daddy gave me 100 bucks and he told me
bought a new phone for you le, not giving you so much money.u going to say, wad the hell right.
haha..
my bros got 300 and 200 bucks each.
my mum told me my dad intend to give me 500 if i nv buy my phone.
500 is a lot to spend lo.
but i dont regret buying my phone la.
though i think its too big le.
not getting use to it
again, thanks daddy for the money
when money comes in,
it means, shopping time.
100 bucks to spend.
getting really busy in school now.
got business management project to be done.
IAC project, havent started yet.
NEW BCA project.
work at taka on 14 Jan, this sat
work at bugis on 15 Jan, this sun
poa test 2 on 17 Jan, next week
written comm test on 19 Jan, next week too
Econs test 2 on 24 Jan, next next week
i hope i got the time to study.
time management is critical at this moment
VERY
i need to pull up my socks
and do well in test 2
i'm glad i feel busy and stress now.
i'm glad i don't have excess time for other unnecessary things.
=)
oh ya, LIU XIAO YA
NIANG MEANS MUM
DEI MEAN DAD
thats what they use to call in those ancient drama series.
haha
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
1:24 PM
good news!
i bought my phone yesterday.
yay..
but i feel a bit heart pain for the money.
498 bucks spent in this way.
i was pondering if i shuld buy samsung 760
but it cost the same price.
so why not get a the phone with better functions right.
daddy was scolding me for buying such expensive phone.
i must use it for whole two yrs okie.
must control me peeps.
but still he got me this phone.
thanks daddy, though u wont be able to see this,
THANK YOU.
i change my plan to singtel plan le.
$19.90 for first yr.
$25.20 from second yr onwards.
new number, 82235478.
but, still u can call my old number.
the two numbers will be linked seven working days from today.
by then, u call my old number, it still will get through.
but, when i call u, it will display the new one.
the technologies nowadays, i give it a thumbs up. =)
had a quarrel with my mum yesterday morning.
not really quarrel.
just cant stand her scoldings for the whole morning and close myself in the room.
dun even talk to her.
family problems, sigh.
until she got me out for lunch outside.
and we went from hougang to tampines.
and thats where i got my phone =))
had a talk with van ytd nite in msn.
yups, we are both lonely ladies.
sad sad gal ah.
but i decided,
i sure focus on my studies, family, work, u, xs, frens..
when time is right, everything will ripe ya?
we will still be there always.
=)
thats wad u told me right.
family, money and frens are the most important in ur life.
so are yours.
=))
see, u got ur uncle and auntie who dote u so much.
u got ur niang and dei who love u forever
u got me and xiao shi who be there always.
we are still lucky gals
dun be sad sad gal
be glad glad gal
haha..
out---
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
9:48 PM
new phone - N70
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Monday, January 09, 2006
3:21 PM
n70
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2:33 PM
the past few days were shopping around with peeps.
bought most of my new year cltohes
yay! something to be proud of.
haha.
i realised i still lack of bottoms.
got lots of tops.
shopping trip tml!
thats what public holidays are for!
=))
was about to get a new phone on sat
but my parents drag the time and din saw it as important as i do.
in the end we finished our dinner at nine
and it obviously were too late for my phone.
of cos i got angry.
din make a noise the whole journey home.
i was angry just for that night.
so much for a new phone
but i realised it wasnt that bad actually.
i managed to re-think what phone i wanna get.
i was pondering between samsung 760 and nokia 6680.
now i m thinking of getting N70.
it was not as big as what i thought it was.
right now, i'm still considering these three options.
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its raining
and i m still in sch..
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
7:19 PM
bye bye to brown hair..
hello to red hair..
dyed my hair red today
I DYED MY HAIR VANESSA
haha..
somehow feel its abit purple-lish.
but thats under light la..
or else, its some dark red colour..
aiya, i dunno wad i look like.
my mum like my this hair colour..
feel so weird without my brown hair..
tomorrow is econs test.
i went through everything once.
and dun feel like studying anymore la.
wth, still in holiday mood.
i'm hungry now..
bye..
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
9:51 PM
back from work..
had poa test yesterday
i think i will just fail lo..
i think my debit n credit wrong.
general journal write wrong descriptions.
so shit la.
fri is macroecons.
er... havent studied yet.
i will start soon.
okie, start soon...
haha..
going to dye my hair red.
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