My Stories
Saturday, December 31, 2005
12:06 AM
its eve of 2006.
flashed back memories of 2005
-earned my first thousand dollar.-first makeover pics, wearing wedding gown.-fifth uncle got married.-first step into poly w/o gfs by my side.-made new friends.-poly was fun at first, but boring now.-drifted apart from gfs,but got back close again.=))-fall in love and out of it again.=((-seventh uncle and small aunt got engaged on christmas.alot alot more.....lots of fun and laughter, anger and sadness..
and yet they were wonderful memories.
well, some were not though.
but i m glad i got my gfs by my side now.
i learnt alot, thot alot.
realised family and frens are always the most important things.
even more important than money.
money cant buy love from ur family and frens.
it okie w/o love of the opposite sex.
its a no no w/o love of my family n gfs.
made new year resolution
* to remain what i am now for 2006 and live a new life w/o him
yes.
i got mine.
whats yours?
haha.
looking forward to the new year.
and turning 18. =)
happie early new year!
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
12:54 AM
continue from last post.
after serious consideration,
erm erm..
since xs studying marketing, she can be the sales manager cum shareholder.
vanessa as the shareholder cum operations manager.
haha...
i know i m not being practical..
just let me be crazy..
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
10:51 PM
EHHHH
i think i noe wad i wanna be in the future...
i wanna open bridal shop.
den vanessa and xs can the shareholders too..
we shall built up the biggest bridal shop in singapore.
that help pple to deisgn weddings and stuffs.
provide good services, best weddings.
haha.
then our clients can go to jw's slimming and beauty parlour.
and do whatever things before the wedding day.
sounds fun ah.. =))
okie, i m childish..
but i'm loving it!
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Monday, December 26, 2005
8:16 PM
three yellow bananas.. haha.. we wore yellow coincidently!
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8:15 PM
christmas tree
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8:15 PM
merry christmas!!
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8:15 PM
smile.. i love this too..
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8:13 PM
=)
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8:12 PM
look so act cute la..
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8:11 PM
look here!!
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8:11 PM
i love this photo.. haha..
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8:07 PM
jw, me and xs
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8:07 PM
far shot. haha. how do i look wearing a cap?
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8:07 PM
close shot.
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8:05 PM
its not me pointing the middle finger.. haha..
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
4:12 PM
good news good news!
my aunt just ask me to be her bridesmaid.
haha, i m so excited.
have nv been one before
dunno how to be one.
yet to agree.
i m afraid i will do something stupid that day.
haha..
i think i will eh..
think it will be fun.. =))
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12:25 AM
merry christmas!
i'm back here, safe n sound.
haha..
just that TUAS checkpoint had massive jam
super super long.
we were caught in the jam for like two hours
my parents were complaining la.
paying for the extra charges and got caught in the jam for so long.
aiya, adults! i slept during the jam, so smooth and quiet
haha...
daddy and mummy quarrelled in the car today.
over some small thing which i think my mum is abit unreasonable.
they were practically shouting at each other in the car la.
finding faults and my mum goes, i dun care anymore.
sounds familiar right? haha..
but they were okie after a while.
i realised that nth will separate two couples if they love each other.
not the shoutings, differences in thinkings, quarrels, fightings, ...
NOTHING
they dun go saying they wanna get a divorce cos they think differently.
18 years..
they try to give in to each other as much as possible.
and the next moment, my mum start caring for my dad again.
its hard to see all these in us youngsters anymore right?
its hard to even maintain 18 weeks
let alone 18 mths, 18 yrs.
because of small little little things, one party goes asking for breakup.
because of some differences, they feel they arent suited for each other.
they dun even love each other and claim they do
and ten weeks later u find them going with another person.
how ironic right
this moment they say they will love u forever
that moment they say they wanna have a breakup
i hate people who get to close the person who likes them but they dun even have feelins for that person.
i hate people who say this and do that.
WAD ARE U TRYING TO SHOW.
STOP WAD U ARE DOING
STOP BEING SO CHILDISH ANYMORE
u are hurting the other party.
conclusion, its just not the right age to say u love someone now?
yup, probably..
got to see all my cousins, grandparents, uncles n aunts.
=))))
learning to treasure pple i shuld treasure.
right van?
went out with gfs yesterday.
went van house first, den orchard
shop ard, bought things, spend money like hell.
i love hanging out with them
but the feeling is somehow not there anymore?
i dunno how to explain
but it just feels funnie.
sigh.
went van's uncle's house
watch tv, play bingo, take photos.
her cousins are cuteeee
look at her uncle n aunt
so as loving.
see what i mean.
we look thru alot of pics
alot of sweetttt memories.
=))
miss those days.
we were so close to each other.
=)
i need my bed now..
anyway, merry christmas to all
upload ytd photos later...
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Friday, December 23, 2005
12:10 AM
with xs's specs..
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12:10 AM
28! jwei, jealous not.. haha...
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12:09 AM
do i look like a nerd?
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
11:54 PM
third day at work today. =))
my leg is super 'suan'..
muscles pain.
work in taka this few days.
and i m like doing exercise everyday la..
okie, business is so good that i kept running in n out of the super narrow walkway
its always like running a marathon after customers are gone..
its happie to be busy..
i'm loving it!
saw michelle chia and her bf in taka ytd.
so sweetttt..
and i saw her today again, with a gf..
she is super free hor..
saw benjamin too.
jw is like damn happie la!!
haha... and ya, he is quite good looking.
taka is a good place to spot artiste..
haha...
ate dinner with linus today.
he is freaking irritating la.
keep snapping pics with his new phone.
thinking that i dunno.
but I KNOW okie!
that 'dumb' guy.
haha..
28 and 29, morining shift till 630
can go shopping or studying after that.
any takers?
haha..
new year eve will be with u la van.
there will still be me if u got no plans.
haha.. we can go shop for new years clothes.
tml is another day of work, fri- fun and off i go.
van and xs ah..
getting naughtier and naughtier.
i dun wanna be a pig hor, 10!!
its too many lo.
i will be super fattt after that..
dun need private jet la, a ferrari car can le.
er, dun wan bonia handbags and shoes la.
so or biang.
gucci handbags and shoes better.
palace is too kua zhang le.
er, a bungalow can le...
or a private estate,whole building mine can le.
two maids not enough la..
WAD SIA
wad u two doing ah..
still can write story with so happie ending hor..
den never write about urselves..
CHRISTMAS IS coming ah..
buy gifts for me better than go waste time think abt these ma.
right?? haha...
u better watch out
u better not cry
u better watch out
i telling u why.
i m gg to kill u tonight!
decidcated to xs n van
love you man!
haha..
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
12:16 AM
worked in taka today.
three more days to go
business is quite good.
sold one limited edition for 599.90
damn ex right, but pple just love to spend money this way
served a very cute guy and his mum today.
he bought this bag for his mum la.
and he was like rushing his mum to buy.
keep giving a damn sunshine boy smile.
haha.. i was mesmerised by him.
he looks cute, good looking, so filial
but he is just one of my customers.
haha... oh ya, he is a bit blur too.
think he is only like 18 or 19.
his mum go 'er zi here er zi there'.
haha.. ke ai hor..
i feel the busy- ness now.
love it.
hope i will be this busy everyday.
tml is another 1-10pm.
need to wake up for jogging at 8 tml
goodnight world.
good luck van, jw, xs, ps for ur term test! =))
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
11:19 PM
two
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11:19 PM
one. smile!
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11:19 PM
three
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Friday, December 16, 2005
1:57 PM
okie, its last day of term one.
i am supposed to shout YEAH right.
hah, but i m having BCA test today la.
wth right...
this suck la..
i m supposed to be revising in the project room
and here i m blogging.
this week is super breathless.
dateline of written comm.
dateline of BCA
LMS, -new project.
this and that..
last week of school and super difficult to get thru the week.
sometimes,i really dread coming to school
school seems to be no fun anymore.
its everyday of waking up early,
going to lectures, attending tutorials, going home, out to study.
this is so damn sick.
same routine every single day.
i need a break.
if only i can go for holidays now.
after two weeks of break, its term test.
so i have to spend the christmas studying..
pity me please.....
i need to go back to study now..
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
10:55 PM
this is going to be bad.
why of all days, i have to see u today.
u may think its stupid.
but, i actually prayed and said not to let me see you again if our fate ended. not for the moment.
and u appeared in front of me today.
said hi and walked away.
and you left me shock there.
it has been one week since i swear i will leave u.
yes, i admit i feel better now.
affter much of my frens' cursing.hah.
but u always will appear when i feel so vulnerable inside.
u always wanna give me false hopes.
u SU*KS
na de qi fang de xia.
yes, i m gg to learn this.
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Monday, December 12, 2005
9:24 PM
went for accounts lecture today.
i am supposed to be sleeping la.
woke up at 730 and jump out of bed.
super super late.
and rush out of the house at 8.
and everybody is late for sch.
haha, not only me.
waste of time, i shuldnt have attend.
dun even understand anything.
wasnt listening to the lecturer.
i m so dead.
went tp to meet van and xs.
shop ard tm
had pizza hut.
and ate 4 pax meal when there are only 3 of us.
SO SO FULL LA.
my diet plan, haiz...
when will it ever start
haha..
van went off and met jw.
and we went off.
went to watch perharps love with xs.
sort of muscial cum movie la.
worth to watch..
=))
and the show says,
the one who loves u most is yourself.
i happen to agree with this line alot.
life is still as wonderful alone, with my family, my frens.
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
10:57 PM
yesterday was celebration of sher's birthday.
went marche for dinner.
i swear i won't wanna go back there again.
went for a drink at some bar later on.
sher's tequila pop doesnt pop.
haha..
spent quite alot!
mishelle, u need to save.
christmas is coming and i havent bought any gifts.
santa santa, i want my gift to be a bag of money.
haha..
today was studying in jw house.
okie, we were supposed to study.
but we end up watching vcd
' tian shi wo ai ni '
and drinking red wine.
that show is so sweet.
ya, if only i got a guardian angel.
if only a guy would say he will only be a turn away from me. once i turn around, i will see him.
went parkway for dinner.
shop around with my heavy laptop bag.
SUPER HEAVY.
and met yong tian coincidentally.
i had fun with my gfs .
they made me not think of anything except fun.
for now, i think i only wanna be single.
and enjoy the presence of my gfs and frens ard me.
i know they will be there for me, always.
right gfs?
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
11:27 PM
i'm irritated by all the projects i have to do.
--written comm, halfway done.
--IAC, not yet started
--business management, not even 1/4 done.
--LMS, second project coming up
--BCA, shuld be done
okies, that shuld be all.
pls pray and hope i wont get more.
this is madness.
but it shuld be good for me.
linda just called me.
will be working on 19,20,21,22
23 for galfrens
27-2jan may be working too.
HAHA, i love the way i m busy now.
it seems just like how busy i m after o's.
and i believe, it will help.
VANESSA,JINWEI,XIAOSHI,XINYING,PEISHAN listen up23 is for u all ah.better be free hor.haha.. we go celebrate christmas.lets go for steamboat or something.
its long since we gather around.
went to study with yf just now.
really studied la.
im happie for myself,
that w/o u, i still can live.
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
1:49 PM
my family will give me love that wont go away.
my frens are able to give me laughter and care forever.
i'm still as happie with them around.
you are just nth from now on.
but i still chose to live in memories.
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Monday, December 05, 2005
12:16 AM
its time to just move on, i guess.
i will stop myself from moving towards you again.
i will get u out of my mind, i will.
i dunno how long it will take.
but i will do it bravely.
it may just be trying to not think abt you instead of giving up.
but at least, i dun feel so miserable.
it will be so torturous anymore.
my life will be better.
i will bury myself in books.
at least make myself busy with everything.
i probably wont be able to get u out of my mind.
but, i wont disturb u anymore.
just let me get u out of my mind.
dun hurt me anymore.
u pulled me out, make me confident to love again.
but u pushed me back now.
i feel so silly, so stupid.
the whole thing is probably my fault.
i shouldnt have noe u
and when i noe u
i shouldnt have fall for u
and when i fall for u
i should have just tell u
but i din, and i lost it.
i'm so sorrie, not to u, but to myself.
i always hurt myself by thinking abt those days, how happie we were.
i keep thinking that u will still love me.
but, you dun.
now, i realised i shuld have just lived my life alone.
i shuld have just love u no more.
i shuld just stop doing everything for u.
i hate myself for not listening to myself.
i hate myself for telling me not to give up.
i hate myself for bluffing myself that there is still hope.
iwillsuffersilently,iwillkeeptheloveforuonlyinside,deepinsidemyheart.vanessa is going to smack me hard if i mention him again.
not anymore.
i promise, that video clip is the last thing for u.
just treasure it like how i do.
good bye nicholas.
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
12:14 AM
there... still got his big name printed there.. i m jealous.
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12:13 AM
thats daddy's invitation card to the star awards.
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Friday, December 02, 2005
11:06 PM
i pass the clip to him.
i dunno if he had seen it.
no msg, no calls, no response, no what so ever.
i'm missing him.
i realised i m slowly getting use to this type of life.
whereby, its always me doing everything.
anyone who seen that clip, will think its sweet.
but for him, he may feel nth.
its just a normal clip, he probably think that.
went bugis just now.
i bought a skirt, again.
found out that, whatever i wanna buy now.
is to his preferences.
i started to think i m dressing in what he wants me to.
when he says he doesnt like me to wear a dress.
i wont buy a dress even if i like it very much
argh.
such a failure.
im tired.
ever since i started to make that clip.
i have been lacking of slp.
i did my best for it.
and hope you will like it.
off to bed..
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
11:37 AM
i m tired..
argh..
slept at two plus last night.
just to finish that movie clip.
i hope he will like it.
thatmaybethelastthingiwilldoforyou.
tiring day in sch.
macroecons lecture-2hours.
den another 2 hours of macroecons tutorial
den written com tutorial.
oh my god.
help me someone..
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