My Stories
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
12:02 AM
yes, i do get envious of my frens who got a bf
a wonderful bf behind her.
how i wish i got one too
who doesnt right?
my two good frens got theirs.
my three daughters in sch have theirs too.
and its like.
somebody to msg to, talk to,rely on.
shop with, play with, hang out with.
i dunoo why pple come to me
and ask, ' how are you, got a bf yet?'
and when my answer goes no.
they will like, 'why? no one suits your standard?'
yes, no one.
i seen no one in my eyes.
or maybe, i dun wan to go into another one that breaks up in the end.
i dun wanna be so stupid anymore.
wanna save myself from being hurt.
anyway, what is so bad about being single.
just that, you are all on yourself, all alone.
thats the bad point la.
you celebrate v day alone.
celebrate b'day without hugs and kisses or sth.
other than that, nth more.
i have been feeling bad.
i just dun understand why shuld i go find trouble
and start another terrible feeling in me again.
right?
admiration and envy do go away.
but hurt dun.
you hurt me.
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Monday, May 30, 2005
3:02 PM
i m in a stupid lecture now.
its so boringggggggg.....
someone save me out of here.
okie. its econs now.
and that lecturer ,'i dunoo who'
is acting like some ' i'm a genius'
he said he taught year 3 students.
well, i think i know why when pple fail this module.
he just dunoo how to teach.
and always emphasising that he is teaching third year student.
freak.
i think jj made the right choice about going home la
oh ya, i sort of like the tutorials more than lectures.
i like ms audrey lee.
at least tend to understand more about econs
you know, the opportunity cost of this and that.
after this lecture, its another tutorial homework to go.
i'm out.
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
11:27 PM
i m going crazy.
the mircoeconomics homework is driving me nuts.
i dunoo how to do. i realised.
four pages long of tutorial homework by tml.
and i didnt noe.
its now 1134 and i only just started doing.
i got lots of revision to do.
my statistics.
and more.
i forgot the course name.
why do i have ot study econs in the first place.
this is so bad.
my printer dun print.
and i have twelve pages of notes to print.
i m wondering if i can just bring the whole of my laptop
and just view note from there.
this is so frustrating.
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
12:37 AM
had CATS and SW today.
creativity and applied thinking skills
sports and wellness
i was wondering why only np got pe.
this is lame.
i chose dancesports as my pe.
some ballroom dancing or something.
good try.
lets learn how to dance.
hope i will enjoy it.
went jurong east with my bro n yf.
went to get our mp3 and cut our hair.
i fell in love with that muvo slim.
bought the pink one.
oh ya, there was this cute guy.
really reallycute promoter.
he smiles when he talk.
and yf fell in love with him
hahas.
argh!!!
she keep asking me to approach him
oh well, i did.
i walked past another promoter.
and simply blurted out.
' there is another cute one here'
gosh.
i guess he heard that.
there are lots of cute guys there la
anyone got time
go visit them
at the creative centre there
haha.
going thru my notes.
i dun understand la
not anything in my notes.
this is bad.
i m lost.
anyone , help me?
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
11:00 PM
went tm with galfrens ytd
without baby, but with stan.
we went aijisen.
crap n joke.
its been long since we really talk to each other.
van bought a converse shoe.
i bought a converse jacket.
oh ya, jw bought me a skirt from thailand.
that one i wan.
thanks gal.
been in poly for like three days?
it was fun, isnt it.
except for the lecture part.
din realy adapt to it.
its like, once u din pay attention for five mins.
the rest of the lecture u are like sotong thru out.
difficult right.
its really hard understanding it.
well, i admit.
i m stucked.
i really do need those tutorials.
help me.
meanwhile, having great fun with classmates.
went to funan mall today.
was not feeling well .
giddy giddy.
went to shop ard looking for laptop cover.
but found none.
went pastamania instead.
but was not in the appetite to eat anything.
oh ya, went to waston
bought that curling thingy.
probably perm my hair to sch tml.
hahas.
pass by his blog again.
he seems so happie
glad for him that he is in shatec.
he got a way out for himself.
i wonder what i m doing now is right.
i m like so dumb.
i dunno what i m waiting for.
standing rooted to the ground not moving.
i get so depress at times.
n more of it when i see my frens quarrel with bfs.
like what the hell.
why shuld this be going on for no reason.
i hate seeing couples quarrels.
like what we use to do everyday.
n i noe the ending is sure to be the same.
haiz.
i m not moving on.
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
9:57 PM
first day of school today.
no tutorials for this week.
cool.
today my lecturer was like singing when she talks.
she keep dragging her voice.
and make jokes that she herself will only laugh at.
anyway.
school is great today.
met up with my class at ten
went for pool at bukit timah plaza.
n saw johnathan our senior buddy there.
and he was like so shock
first day of sch and whole class gather le.
he is so cute..
yue kan yue ke ai.
lol.
tml will be going out with my galfrens.
hopw to see everyone there.
long time nv meet up le.
i miss them
hope everything is fine for them
xy, we will always be ur frens.
dun worrie.
ps, good for u
happie happie happie.
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
11:03 PM
ytd was the last day of the orientation.
convention day.
we were there to watch performance.
and they were so entertaining.
i love the mcs.
they really can be put on tv and be some mcs.
done a great job, mcs.
love the dance put up by our lecturers too.
was so very touched that they actually make efforts doing it.
great dance!!
love the lecturers on stage. haha.
we got pagent contest, dances by all the og
dance by alot alot more pple.
and they were really nice.
i believe everyone enjoy it.
we had great fun cheering.
great fun laughing
watching, playing.
oh ya, i guess i m in 'love' with that spain guy.
he is so tall, so cute, so handsome.
haha.
okies.
went to work at parkway today.
my first day there.
time pass quite okie today.
talk to quite alot of pple.
i sold two bags!!!
yay.
great start!
haha
going to malaysia tml.
one night.
n get ready for sch on the tues.
=)
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
8:44 PM
went for orientation today n ytd.
was too tired to blog about it ytd.
decided to do everything today.
okie here we go.
1st daywent to school with peiling.
have to get separated in different class.
we sat in the convention centre to listen for talks
and talks which i dun understand.
den when the whole of businees studies students got out.
we met our student buddies-
eddie and johnathan.
and also two other student buddies assistant.
anyway, my student buddies are all guys and they are quite cute.
in the sense of the way the joke and talk.
completely different from the guys of our age.
talk to
pei zhen first.
i knew she was from a convent sch.
all convent gals got a convetn gals look.
haha.
anyway, we made frens.
talk quite alot.
had lunch together.
later on, made frens with
sherlyn, angeline.
talked on the way to our cheering places.
learn alot of cheers
had quite alot of fun.
oh ya, there was a guy call wen song in my class.
and my student buddies call him jay chou.
cos he got a little of the style n looks of him.
haha.
everything ended at three plus.
we started to exchange no.s
and was told to meet at 730 am next day.
dreaded it.
second day
wad we call sports day.
we are having amazing race in the sch.
damned.
imagine how big the school is.
plus, we have to play a game like shi zi lu kou with it.
lots of interesting games.
the bad thing is.
we have to go run ard the big sch.
i pity life science
and engineering courses students.
their sch is like so inside.
good luck to them.
haha
finally the whole thing ended.
we got to eat our lunch.
i was so hungry.
my hungri-ness started with eddie.
stupid him.
go mac buy burger.
and eat in front of me in the early morning.
make me so hungry after smelling it.
okie back to the story.
we sat together as a class for lunch.
with our sb and sc
i guess everyone was hungry.
we all went to buy food.
without caring if anyone is taking care of our seats.
leaving our sb and sc there.
haha.
and when we got back.
we started eating like some hungry pple.
without waiting for pple to get back.
haha.
den our sb n sc said.
in np.
before one wans to go buy drinks.
one has to ask ard first.
before one wans to start eating.
one has to wait for everyone first.
i was like telling the gals, see see, dun care.
haha.
den we had to go back to the convention hall again.
and more talks.
everyone was so tired.
nobody was caring abt who was talking.
and i admit, i fell asleep.
hehe.
and yay.
home sweet home.
tml is our last day, meet abt 145 at bus stop.=)
orientation was pretty alright.
but i dun think i can adapt to the real poly life.
these three days are only fun.
we haven see the real side of our classmates.
who noes wad is happneing.
one more thing.
i still cant figure out how to read my time table!!!
haha.
hey pple, changing my email to
mishtiew@hotmail.com.
add me in msn asap okie
but my friendster email was still be the same. =)
tired.
oh ya, i forget to say.
my og name is
sentimental france.
isnt it nice.
haha.
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
9:41 PM
all my frens say he is not worth it
but i dunoo why,
i really dunoo why.
why m i so foolish.
i could have care for myself first.
but i care for him first.
i nv wanted to go back again.
but all these things i just do it automatically.
i really hope he is fine now.
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5:31 PM
came back from stan's chalet.
alrights, it's not bad after all.
had been hugging benson astro boy to bed everytime.
wad more crazy thing is that we bbq in the middle of the night.
ard two am.
i guess pple will be wondering,
are we humans or something else.
haha.
and that lang ping is slping like pig.
just wont wake up when we call him.
oh ya, there is this three big guys.
dunoo how to come over and take blanket.
was slping and curling up like caterpillar.
i had to go bring the blankets over to them.
and bring up the temperature.
haha
all thanks to stan
nv tell us got blanket.
make me catch a cold
keep sneezing after slping in room of 18 degree celcius.
i met him, and her.
it think they are so happily together.
made frens with her.
treat her as some normal frens.
he talk to me.
yay. he actually talked to me.
but, it wasnt the same.
last year, we are still so happie
this year, he came with a gal.
i was afraid i couldnt take it.
but i did try to control.
he was not feeling well in the morning.
keep saying he wanna vomit.
and nobody cares about him.
i thot i probably shuld do something
so got him a hot drink.
he was still not getting better.
worried.
went to the kitchen to find something sour.
there was nth.
saw some lime.
decided to make some warm lime juice for him.
i was afraid he wont drink it up cos it was sour.
but, he did, happie that he did.
the acid made him vomit out everything.
and yet he was abit better.
he was getting me worried
outside was raining so heavily.
wanted to buy some sour plums,
but was afraid no where sell them.
din go instead
and went to open the first aid box.
i found boxes of medicine
bought it upstairs
and discuss if we shuld give it to him
took two tablets of charcoal,
bring him a hot drink.
he just guai guai swallow them.
he keeps getting me worried.
i'm worried he wont get any better.
i wonder how is he now?
he looks so xin ku.
he is probably slping now.
i dunoo why am i doing all these to him
i feel so dumb now.
wad will he think otherwise.
dun ask me why
going up and down finding sth to cure him.
but i m glad he actually drink everything.
thank you.
mishelle , is it worth it?
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Monday, May 16, 2005
12:12 AM
going to stan chalet later.
herman n his gf is going along too
i wonder if i can face them.
i hope i can.
i hope so.
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
10:45 AM
dont go around talking bad about pple
when u are just not as good.
how great do you think u are,
when u are talking this and that abt pple.
think.
have you be grateful enough?
are you better? in what sense.
you are just the worst
when u started talking on pple's back.
the more i think of it
the more disgusted i feel
your acting skills arent bad at all.
what a great fren.
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
10:40 PM
sad.
scary.
frightening.
just went to the orientation or convention day today.
i saw lots of pple.
lots of unfamilar faces.
lots of strange human beings.
i dunoo how to make frens with them
most of them seems so friendly.
so crappy.
some stucked up.
i cant bring myself to ssay hi or hello.
feel like crying.
it doesnt seem welcome at all
dun feel like going poly now.
i got a feeling that it is gonna be hard to adapt.
it really is.
we got different tutorial
different lectures class
different classes with different pple.
how am i going to survive.
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
11:56 PM
invforgetyoubefore,itsallthesame
invmoveonabit,notevenonestep
dounoe?ireallymissyoulots.
itsjustonesided,whereareyou.
ifinallyunderstandpromisesaremadetobebroken
imissyou.
i never forget all these beofre
youlovechrysanthemumteayourjuhuacha
younvwillmissthechancetodrinkbeernwine.
nvwillustopsmoking.
justwontgiveupinsupportingjaychou.
favouritesarewhiteandblack.
angelislikeasistoyou.
younvlovedhorrormovies.
nvlovedstudying.
pools,basketballsandgamesarepartofyourlife.
youpreferXLtoL
preferhandmadetobuying
yourbiggestwishtohetapoolcueofyourown
playingpoolwholedayisnvtiring.
younvwishtobeamacphersonians
woodsvillewillalwaysbeurfavouriteschool
younvhatetohavefun.
nvlovetoeatcakes.
nvlovegas-sydrinks
onionrings,youloveit.
tomato,youloatheit.
younvforgetorderingmisosoup
alwayslovesalmonandbeefcombo.
ulovedcavana,yoshinoyaandburgerking
comparedtokfc,amcdonaldsandlongjohnsilver.
youloveandloatheeverythingabove
andneverlovemeagain.
-one shoe key chain
-one heart shaped keychain
-onebear
-one heartshaped necklace
-another heartshaped accesories
-one winnie the pooh hanging ball
-one i love you bookmark
-one bottle of perfume
-one bottle of face mosturiser.
-one bouquet of 21 pink roses...
i will always keep all these.
did u keep our memories too?
or have you threw it all away.
maybe you did.
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11:01 PM
went out with jinwei
collect cert from sch first
but wad the.
the school actually have two security guards.
even former students need to do all those signing in and out.
lucky i m out of the sch now.
hah.
went to bugis after that.
bought a shirt from s n k
walked ard edge den to village
bought mu bag i wan
now what i lacked is clothes and laptop bag.
went to taka meet pei shan n yee joo
den go cine take photo.
hehe.
so fun ehn
n that linus keep watching.
stupid guy.
den yee joo left n peishan left for work.
we went to walk ard in og
and to ps too.
anyway, we save a dollar and three cents today.
yay.
shh..
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12:38 AM
just found out my timetable for the webby
n it sucks.
so irregular
and so many different time for different thing
and its having lectures n tutorials for long hours.
but at least the latest i go home is 5, written on it.
but who noes.
sometimes, lecturers tend to do stupid things like.
changing ur timetable.
written down there.
there might be changesgreat.
will be going out with jinwei later.
collect o level cert from school first.
den, go shopping in bugis.
den, go met
yee joo n peishan at taka.
n shop again.
haha.
shopping list tml.
-big bag for poly
-tops
-clothes from bugis village
-laptop bag if possible.
-look out for mp3 for my bro
i better stop.
or else.
there goes my money.
was wondering why my atm card was still not send to me yet.
yay, i got a debit card!!!
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
8:35 PM
not someone who goes around telling everyone your secret
not one who tells everyone something you dun wan to let others to noe.
who will going ard doing that.
unless you make him or her did that.
sometimes, its really cos of yourself.
think, ask yourself.
great disappointment happen.
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Monday, May 09, 2005
11:38 PM
i loved him with everythingeverything seems to be fading away.i thot he have love me wholeheartedly.but i realised i was wrong den.we spent time togetherand was inseparable since that momenti want to end this painbut my frens asked me to carry on without you.i think of you,i think of you when i'm strong.i tried just many times to ignore it.but you cant just ignore a broken heart.this is for you. you noe it.i still miss you.
it is going to be four days off in a row.
i m so happie for myself.
going shopping with my mum tml
with jinwei on wed
sch on thurs
and maybe find van on fri
if my mum allows la.
haha.
i'm going to enjoy to my fullest.
it isnt bad to be living alone on myself too
but i m still not use to it.
i miss our life.
haiz
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Friday, May 06, 2005
11:53 PM
sometimes, i wonder.
having so many frens, is it a pro or con.
cos i dun see the good thing about having so many frens
in the end they leave u one by one.
pple are always so self centred.
they call u when they need you
and never care for your feelings when they nv thot of u
they just dunoo how much u did for them
but in the end, u trust them more than they trust u.
now i learnt
when they doesnt wan to tell you anything
treat it as nothing happen.
since they dun trust you.
u dun have to care about their feelings.
at least you wont hurt yourself.
why be such a good human being
n let other pple hurt your feelings.
pple dunoo how to b grateful to you after u help them
they will just think that their secret wont be safe in you.
i really feel like telling the whole world.
what a gal i m like.
what i wan and wad i dun.
what i like and what i loathe.
what i need and wad i dun.
isit really so difficult to understand me.
do you really think i m the gal u thot i m.
sometimes really got disappointed in pple.
they are so close to me n yet, they duno me.
whereas pple who arent so close to me, know me , understand me
there is always something inside me
that my frens dun understand.
they just cant
i really miss you, your everything.
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
12:10 AM
was super frustrated at work today.
my senior told me i wont be working this long weekend
and suddenly told me i have to go back on the sat and sun.
and guess wad.
she wanted me to work on the 9,10,13,15
when i told her i dun wan to work anymore in may except weekends.
and she just asked me come back to work
without asking for my agreement.
was super angry.
another thing.
are part timer always taken for granted?
to do those 'jobs'
like throwing cartons, throwing rubbish, keeping this n that.
and never mind about these.
why are we suppose to run errands that are not work?
like paying bills for seniors,
collecting points for their hp points.
buying these and that for them.
hello??!!
are we suppose to do this.
thats why i dun wanna work in there anymore.
i got lots of craps and rubbish.
doing unpaid errands,
not able to reject work,
not able to serve a customer properly.
keep asking me abt wad my dad said abt wad happen in the company.
and i dun get good pay for these.
freak.
sigh.
hmmm.
was thinking if i shuld change my name.
from
michelle to
mishelle.
which one will be nicer ah.
someone give me suggestion please.............
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
12:10 AM
went to do hair treatment with yufen
have lots of talks with her
and was happie that we still understand each other that well
must thank her for helping me buy shampoo
n save 10 dollars
laughs
we went shopping at north point.
regretted taking bus there
from one bus stop to another.
waste of time and the driver was..
driving at high speed like roller coaster.
yufen still say it was exicting.
something is wrong with her.
haha.,
oh ya.
i forget to blog abt ytd.
something funnie happen
jw and i was going back to work from break,
when i ask her for her charles and keith card.
it was her mum's
with her mum's name ,julie lee, type on it
den i asked her, why ur mum not call ju.
cos if she call ju,
den her name will be julee.
no need so long name ma.
instead of julie lee, ju lee better
save one syllabus.
haha.
den she say, den she has to be called 'si', or 'c'
then her full name will be 'c liao'(leow in chinese)..
hahahaha..
i laugh on my way up.
so funnie.
din know why we could thot of that.
probably make her happier.
winks.
thot of it now still abit funnie.
laughs.
i realised, its only frens and family
who can make u laugh like hell.
i realised, i nv laugh so much when i was with him.
is this breakup a blessing from god?
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Monday, May 02, 2005
1:00 PM
i miss vanessa!!!
i miss her for not being here
where the two of us often talk on the phone
over our personal problems.
haiz.
she is coming back only on the 6th
which means, four more days.
come back soon!!!!
off today.
thot of going shopping with my family.
but den my brothers have to go for swimmnig lessons
which spoilt my plans.
haiz.
think i will just go out with yufen n her mum
to shop!!
yay!
i haven finsih my shopping list.
which is, no are,
-poly clothes
-poly bag
-laptop bag
-black pants
-handbag
-shoes
and more~~~~
can someone kind please get them for me pleaseeee.
laughs.
im just joking.
oh ya, i haven got the necklace for the pendant
i need moneyyyy
seriously, i miss him too!
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