My Stories

Sunday, July 31, 2005
11:37 PM

who loves me?

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12:28 AM

happie birthday jinwei..lol.

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12:27 AM

write on 28 JULY notice? haha. my name spelt wrongly. but nvm..

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Saturday, July 30, 2005
11:31 PM

i din go for yoga just now.
hehe. slack at home
waiting for sharon to go with me la...
SHARON.

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Thursday, July 28, 2005
11:35 PM

happie birthday jinwei.
haha, haven end of 28
hope you enjoy ur day out.
hehe, the shirt if too big hor.
den u have to eat fatter to wear it.
dun care!
or not i fan lian.

went out with jinwei, van, peishan, yee joo, zirong, guohao.
walk in orchard quite long.
din noe where to go.
in the end, we went play pool
n van went home quite early.
stayed until about nine plus.
guess what.
the birthday gal, spilled water on my face.
she will be dead on august 14.
haha..
laugh so much, still drink water.
humph.

bought lots of things today:
four tops.
one top for brother.
and it cost around seventy bucks.
damn it.

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
10:56 AM

i just feel that pple ard me change too much.
they sucks sometimes.

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Monday, July 25, 2005
5:28 PM

back from school.
i'm tired, very.
my econs teacher just told us that five failed.
4 guys, 1 gal.
everybody got so tense up.
but for our clique, we all pass.
thats a relieve to us.
i pass.

just now my mum and her frens were talking to me abt bgr things.
ask me if i got a bf.
said no.
den told me, dun so early get one.
cos, wont last de.
den say be frens frens now is good enuf.
den when you are 20 ++ den choose the good ones.
haha.
by that time, no more mr nice guy le.
cos all those good guys all taken le.
den they laughed.

wad i feel is that.
now, 17 maybe still abit young.
18 like that, already right age to get attach le.
if a this one dun work
den there is still another one.
as long as you are single,
i dun see the reason why nobody will wan you.
haha.

okies.
i knew someone new from the wholivesnearyou.com
quite fun.
=)

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Saturday, July 23, 2005
11:53 PM

back from work.
i had a tiring day out.
wanted to go to samuel n kelvin to get the pants i like.
but, parkway was having some sales.
disappointed.
they kept all the new stocks in.
i need to go back to bugis.

i am going to join yoga.
hahas.
my mind is made up.
lessons on sat, 745.
yea.

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Friday, July 22, 2005
10:21 PM

last day of tests today.
CIP really sucks.
i think i will only get a ten marks for it.
cos only that i m confident in getting all ticks.
i just realised i m lagging alot behind.
i need to pull up my socks now.
its not a very good sign.
everything is soooo cramp.

lets not talk abt studies.

went town+bugis with mates.
ate jacks place for lunch
and spend 25 bucks for a lunch.
hell expensive ah..
it will be better if i use it to buy some clothes instead ah.
haha.
went bugis den.
walk through the village.
but they are walking so fast
i din really catch a glimpse of most of the things there.
i ought to go back again.
and also back to tm.
my pay will soon be gone.
i need to save.

hey pple, try this

http://www.footballmotion.com/files/celebgay.swf

its fun okie.
haha.

oh ya, wei jian got in.
yay..
stupid simon, still wanna scare me.
i love wei jian.
do np proud, guy.
hahas.

i realised lots of stuffs.
i have been keeping myself really busy
ever since that thing happen
and i realised i werent happie anymore.
i have been stuffing myself with jobs.
working no end.
not giving myself any free time.
from december till now.
i m still working.
mon to fri is school
sat and sun-work
i am feeling tired now.
really tired.
i wish that i can just let go everything.
i know i need a rest
but i din let myself.
i need to keep myself busy.
thats the only way to not think abt it.
i know i m not myself anymore.
i dunno who am i now.

i came across this mag.
which teaches how to get over.

- get support from your frens--i know i need them.
- dont think about what could have been--i'm doing that, i'm always if only...
- avoid 'your' places--spore is so small, we went everywhere. how?
- dont feel bitter or resentful--i'm. i hate him, but i know its a special feeling.
- embark on a new adventure--i got no time to do that i guess.
- tune out the sad love song--i'm always hearing that.
-dont call him, dont take his calls.
-dont check up on him.
-get rid of the mementoes- i just threw the flowers away.
-go out with someone else-i just cant accept others.
-feeling positive is a choice- -i'm trying.
-dont agree to stay frens--we arent.
-stop wondering what went wrong--i'm wrong, always.
-give yourself a time frame-- i did that too.
-hang with your girls-- everyone is just busy.

i know i din move on.
i m such a let down.

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9:28 PM

we are just trying to be funnie.. hehe...

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
8:06 PM

damnit.
i think i am also gonig to flunk my mircoecons.
looks like everything i studied never come out la.
this is frustrating.
stats and econs is like that.
how am i going to pass.....

went out for tea break with nicole and peizhen just now.
we ate three dishes and one plate of hor fun.
was crapping all the way there n back la.
haha. we spent $41.30 in total.
quite reasonable price la
i m going to bring my parents there.
nice food.

think i m going to get my pay tml.
have to go all the way to tm la.
so hell faraway.
and i got a test on fri.
i think i need to go and study.
bye world.

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
9:25 PM

oh ya, i forgot to say.
i wanna learn yoga.
any one wanna go with me?

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9:02 PM

ello world.
i'm going crazy soon.
studying microeconomics whole day.
how i wish it is an open book test too.
so many formulaes, so many definitions.
i only have one small little brain.
this is crazy.
hahas.

i'm waiting for my pay!!!
i wanna buy lots of things.
bags, skirt, clothes and more.
and also. must save.
so that i have the money to spend if i go thailand.

talking abt thailand
think van is going there this coming vacation
i wanna go too.
never went there before.
i hope my parents will allow.
but my mum say two gals go alone very dangerous.
quite ah. if a grp go then she allows.
jw, xs... go together arhs.
den we go shop like hell.
never in my life i went overseas with my frens before.
it will be fun, i know.
keeping my fingers cross.

back to mircoecons.
now in my head, i can only remember 30 percent
i guess so.
TC = TVC+TFC
MC=TC/change in output
MP= TP/ variable input
i think i only can remember all these.
shucks.
there are so much more.
i'm just going to cry tml.
argh..

heard from yufen that ivan is in nyp
seems to be doing quite well ah.
best wishes to him in nyp.

i need to get back to my econs.
bye and goodnite.

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12:10 AM

i miss him. i really do.

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12:10 AM

and end. haha =)

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12:09 AM

body..

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12:09 AM

start

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Monday, July 18, 2005
11:18 PM

i'm going to flunk my b stats
all thanks to sherlyn.
she told me probability is not covered.
but it is and i only knew it this morning.
but also cannot blame her.
i shuld have asked ard more and know my work well.
i cant do anything now
just pray that i can at least pass it.
i m aiming for a B plus at least.
but fat hope now.

ended test at 10.
took 67 to tm to find jw.
long long journey.
it takes ages to reach there.
jw, must thank me ah, i so good.
haha. just joking.

i went to shop alone in tm until ard one plus
jw come meet me.
we went ard looking for her shoes but cant find
took bus 23 to bugis that area.
then chase 133 to bugis junction.
we chase the bus la.
n guess what, another 133 drive past us that the bad.
was damn angry la..

we went shopping in parco, took neoprints.
den walk to the village.
i saw alot i like, but no money to buy.
haiz, waiting for my pay check!!
oh ya, i bought a khakis pants in tm.
den bought some belt in the village.
spent quite alot today.
going broke soon, soon, soon.
any sponsors?
i will be more than happie to accept u.

den later, went to meet yj,zr,gh at braddell.
they went to play basketball near zr's house.
bullying so many small kids ah they.

really enjoy my day out after that stupid test.
thanks all of you. muacks..

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Sunday, July 17, 2005
9:36 PM

i finally got done with my blog.
i was damn pissed off the past few days.
couldnt fix my blog.
the entries are with alot alot of codes.
argh.
now its fixed.
and i know what is the problem
why i so dumb ah.
haha..

lots of things happen the past few days la.
going out with my gfs once again.
work, study, sleep.
can't remember le.

i'm having statistics test tml.
open book de.
obviously nothing in the book will come out.
hope i will do well.
get at least a B+.
happie le, at least with that ang moh
this type of grade is acceptable.

i need to study for now.
good night world.

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
10:59 PM

grrr.
i got my ocom presentation today.
feel that i din do as good as i hope to.
oh, never mind, its over.
sounds great ah.
laughs.
its good to have one burden of my shoulder.
but, i got another presentation this fri.
i hope it wont crop up.
just hope.
hope i get at least a B, higher range of it for my OCOM.
my grp did relatively well.
had a creative way of ending
thanks to nicole.
lol.
i m glad i got great teamates.

did took lots of photos.
will upload them up soon.

sigh.
common tests are coming up
after term breaks
n i m not doing anything abt it
i m still like so super blur.
can someone tell me wad to do.

i m missing secondary sch life.
those fun n laughter we used to have, and we dun have it now.
those cracking jokes with ms soh and all.
i miss those days.

oh ya,
happie birthday yufen.
muacks

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10:40 PM

they really can go tog. lol