My Stories
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
11:05 PM
life can be so unpredictable at times.
two days ago
i just quarrel with my parents
over small little stuffs
and i raised my voice at them
and they never realised their mistakes
its always me at fault for whatever happen.
my brother's result.
i watched singapore idol results show.
i going out often
they put all the shit onto me.
and i had to admit my mistake.
why dont they understand that the more they dont like us to do, they more we love to do it.
i know i sound rebellious
but think abt it
i haven been asking them for money for my expenses
except for my allowances, which isnt alot too.
hey, i help to clean the floor
and ended up saying i mopped the floor cos' i am gg out shopping.
like wtf.
so when i try to do things for them, they dont appreciate
and when i dont do, they nagged and scold.
thats what being the eldest have to do.
show a good example and get scolded for wadever that goes wrong even though its not your fault.
though i still talk to my parents now.
i feel even more distanced?
its hard talking to them.
cos i had to think before i talk
make me not very myself.
and this happen in my house.
my colleague asking me if i will conitune working after attachment
shuld i?
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