My Stories
Thursday, January 12, 2006
10:23 PM
met this really odd man in the bus
he was sitting one seat away from me
okie, first he was holding a N70 in his hands.
nth wrong with that..
i was talking to my mates when he suddenly talk loudly in hokkien
i turn and look, he hold another black N70 in his left hand talking and the silver one on his right.
nic (mouthed to me): which other phone he is using.
me(mouthed back): N70
nic ( mouthed): another phone?
me (mouthed): N70 too
nic (mouthed): why he is taking bus
me: shrugg
nic den gave me a 'he is a show off' look.
cant stand him.
den we went back talking and he suddenly played some video in his phone.
it was quite loud and we all turn and look at him.
quite obvious he was showing off ..
and next, he was watching porn la!
can u imagine! NAKED GALS.
with their butts fully shown.
me(mouthed to nic n pz): naked gals
and they were like HUH
and nic gave me a disgusting look.
that man is really odd n funnie.
he behaves like someone with mental problem.
he got that funny look when i was typing an sms to a fren.
like huh, only u can own a N70 ah.
seriously sick man.
okie. school was bad today.
written comm report came back.
my grp -19/30
lowest ba.
i know it sucks.
but a 5 persons project done by 2 gals.
we seriously dunno what to add in anymore.
we did the most work, and got the same marks as 2 other guys.
another one was totally marked down by us.
everyone told us my grp is seriously no hope le.
imagine tabulating the surveys whole night.
arranging all the formats in the surveys, changing fonts, changing colour, and trying to understand that FUCKING SMS languages of the pple and change them
and later reading them one by one.
do the statistics, count them one by one.
group them in excel
print them, arrange them.
did all the researches.
read all the newspaper articles one by one.
stayed back in school to print them
did the findings pass it to her to compile
went all the way to jurong at night to pass my fren all the surveys and researches
while the two guys only did surveys and one small part of the report.
and there is this guy who wanted us to grade everyone 100% for peer evaluation
isit possible u think?
i regreted giving marks i arent suppose to give.
but wad can i do,
they are my classmates for one yr plus
we still have to work together.
i do not want to spoil relationship.
WAD CAN I DO.
fine, grades are out.
business managment report.
dued in god noes how many days or weeks time.
and the whole thing is a crap.
i dun even noe how to start writing my part.
wth.
now i noe why the guys got so much time to study.
they were talking abt feb 14.
familiar date isnt it.
wad to give and stuffs.
almost everyone in my grp is like attached la.
except me n nic.
we can just be each other's valentines
anyway, i cant be bothered anymore.
it doesnt matter to me anymore.
i feel fat nowadays.
getting fatter n fatter.
i seriously hate the look of me.
i got so much so much problems.
and really wasnt feeling good inside.
trying to destress n feel comfort online
and den i got bombarded with the nicks.
then i cant make it for the movie.
i apologised.
just go w/o me
at that moment i just feel like saying, just do wad u feel like w/o me.
i seriously dun wanna care wad happen anymore.
i dun understand why working so hard in work, relationship , friendship don't help in any way.
i soon become, dun see the need to work that hard anymore.
lousy grades, lousy love life, lousy daughter, lousy fren, lousy life.
i m starting to think if i being too good to everyone, not getting angry when suppose, is becoming my weakness.
resulted in getting bullied all the time, in every aspects of life.
the time i need motivation n support, i always get rubbish.
i feel the crap!
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