My Stories
Friday, July 22, 2005
10:21 PM
last day of tests today.
CIP really sucks.
i think i will only get a ten marks for it.
cos only that i m confident in getting all ticks.
i just realised i m lagging alot behind.
i need to pull up my socks now.
its not a very good sign.
everything is soooo cramp.
lets not talk abt studies.
went town+bugis with mates.
ate jacks place for lunch
and spend 25 bucks for a lunch.
hell expensive ah..
it will be better if i use it to buy some clothes instead ah.
haha.
went bugis den.
walk through the village.
but they are walking so fast
i din really catch a glimpse of most of the things there.
i ought to go back again.
and also back to tm.
my pay will soon be gone.
i need to save.
hey pple, try this
http://www.footballmotion.com/files/celebgay.swfits fun okie.
haha.
oh ya, wei jian got in.
yay..
stupid simon, still wanna scare me.
i love wei jian.
do np proud, guy.
hahas.
i realised lots of stuffs.
i have been keeping myself really busy
ever since that thing happen
and i realised i werent happie anymore.
i have been stuffing myself with jobs.
working no end.
not giving myself any free time.
from december till now.
i m still working.
mon to fri is school
sat and sun-work
i am feeling tired now.
really tired.
i wish that i can just let go everything.
i know i need a rest
but i din let myself.
i need to keep myself busy.
thats the only way to not think abt it.
i know i m not myself anymore.
i dunno who am i now.
i came across this mag.
which teaches how to get over.
- get support from your frens--i know i need them.
- dont think about what could have been--i'm doing that, i'm always if only...
- avoid 'your' places--spore is so small, we went everywhere. how?
- dont feel bitter or resentful--i'm. i hate him, but i know its a special feeling.
- embark on a new adventure--i got no time to do that i guess.
- tune out the sad love song--i'm always hearing that.
-dont call him, dont take his calls.
-dont check up on him.
-get rid of the mementoes- i just threw the flowers away.
-go out with someone else-i just cant accept others.
-feeling positive is a choice- -i'm trying.
-dont agree to stay frens--we arent.
-stop wondering what went wrong--i'm wrong, always.
-give yourself a time frame-- i did that too.
-hang with your girls-- everyone is just busy.
i know i din move on.
i m such a let down.
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