My Stories
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
12:02 AM
yes, i do get envious of my frens who got a bf
a wonderful bf behind her.
how i wish i got one too
who doesnt right?
my two good frens got theirs.
my three daughters in sch have theirs too.
and its like.
somebody to msg to, talk to,rely on.
shop with, play with, hang out with.
i dunoo why pple come to me
and ask, ' how are you, got a bf yet?'
and when my answer goes no.
they will like, 'why? no one suits your standard?'
yes, no one.
i seen no one in my eyes.
or maybe, i dun wan to go into another one that breaks up in the end.
i dun wanna be so stupid anymore.
wanna save myself from being hurt.
anyway, what is so bad about being single.
just that, you are all on yourself, all alone.
thats the bad point la.
you celebrate v day alone.
celebrate b'day without hugs and kisses or sth.
other than that, nth more.
i have been feeling bad.
i just dun understand why shuld i go find trouble
and start another terrible feeling in me again.
right?
admiration and envy do go away.
but hurt dun.
you hurt me.
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