My Stories
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
10:32 PM
read it if you are patient enough to.
fairytale starts.and it ends so fast.but it's not a normal fairytale.fairytales are with happy endings right.but this isnt.happily ever after wasn't the last words here.january, fairytale starts.17 was it. we were at the beach.
and there you told me you love coconut trees.
you love the blue sea, n you love the breeze.
and you love me.
i remember it all and made it the special place for us.
it was the place, that made me found a common identity for us.
i know, our love grew then, because of it.
love was a bliss to me.
february, romance continued.14 was the special day.
pple looked at us in green.
i enjoyed the attention they gave.
looking at my bear with envy.
was the first valentine day i enjoy.
you said you love me once again.
new year was alone for you.
but endless messages were ur presence.
and you were heard through phone calls.
emails closed the distance between us.
your jealousy made me certain of our love.
march, love was there.31st was my fren's birthday.
you accompanied me that night.
it was the first time you cooked n bbq-ed for me.
food was for me first.
and you din ate much that night.
i sensed warmth in my heart.
we were put into many tests.
and managed to pass them.
caterised as the 'loving couple' in school.
quarrels were always there.
but you still remained as loving as before.
first person who greeted me was you.
and the last person i end my day with was still you.
you ended my nights with 'i love you'.
april, knew each other more.5th was the date.
you gave me the sweetest testimonial.
'confisde in me if you have any problems'
'i will always be by your side'
and you did the sweetest thing.
you brought medicine for me,
when you heard of the pain caused by my ulcer.
you applied it for me.
and made me feel better.
i knew you are the right guy from the start.
25th was our day.
my gifts for you were mostly handmade, hand-decorated.
i knew those were what you want.
and i knew you love them.
100 days just passed with you loving me.
may, love;care and concern.will never forget the day.
where you search frantically for something special.
the cross-stitch chain i stitched for you.
you lost one before in the movies.
and i got another one for you.
but it went missing again.
you were piss-ed off.
from then, i knew you actually treasure my gifts.
i'm touched.
and i knew you love-d me den.
i fell deeper into it.
june, love was a bliss.10th was your birthday.
but we celebrated on the 9th.
the box contains my love and efforts.
you told me you love it.
i knew you will.
holidays aren't well for you.
phone calls, messages, emails once again.
i did feel your presence there.
those 'i love you' and 'i miss you' din end.
i loved you too.
july, where feelings goes?you started hanging out with your frens more often.
and i went with my frens.
but we were still in the same world of our own.
exams were approaching.
intense studying were carried out.
we hardly went out.
but when we do, we were still happie.
you still told me you loved me.
august, love rekindled.3rd told me 200 days passed.
i tried my best to give you the best gifts i could.
i hope i did.
that bball was what you wished for.
i tried to get it for you.
was so glad to see that smile on your face.
you loved it.
i was touched once again on the 14.
for whatever you did on my birthday.
you missed out my party.
but left a pretty note with me.
i cried.
you promised to spend my 17-birthday with me.
i felt a sense of security.
september, drifted apart.quarrels happened more often.
we dont seem to get satisfied.
but we knew love was still there.
was not afraid when we held my hand on the coaster.
i knew you were there to protect me.
i assumed nothing will happen.
october, feeings never grew.both were busy with our studies.
but promised not to leave each other.
you promised to be there for me.
and you did, sometimes.
i wasn't certain of our love anymore.
lots of problems came in.
lots of things happened.
i was scolded 'stupid'.
but i ignored it.
just because of you.
november, end of fairytale.11th was our 300.
and 12th was the separation.
everyone knew this will be coming.
i could sense it too.
igonrance is bliss.
i chose to ignore.
but it just came.
i was told to accept.
you told me to forget it.
you knew i won't.
how could you.
i knew i hate you for that.
but love replaced it all.
i cant bring myself to hate too.
you told me you don't love me anymore.
but your voice betrayed it all.
i knew it was for our own good.
you dun love me, but i still loved you.
pools were what you taught me.k box were what you introduced to me.couple seats were just for us.they were just the histories.everything just have to end.you took away my feelings and never give it back to me
we aren't so loving after all~
you broke your promise.
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