My Stories
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
11:43 PM
been keeping myself busy with work all the time.
some things, i jus dun wan to think abt it.
jus knew tat herman got himself a new gf.
i was feeling not good, but i was not sad or anything
jus... feeling abit funnie.
about me n him, we got along quite well
too well ba..
but, i jus have the feeling of dun wanna be engaged.
i rather we be together, but not having a status of being in a relationship
maybe i was not ready for one.
i think so..
or maybe my feelings arent organised yet.
isit so?
i dunoo wad i m thinking
n yet he is so understanding.
he is willing to wait, but how long can someone wait? 10years? 10 months?
he is not like my dream guy type
is it the reason why i am hestitating?
i dunno my feelings anymore.
they gone hardddd.
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