My Stories
Thursday, September 30, 2004
10:13 AM
haiz.. got back some results today..
something which i dreaded most...
got back chemistry, amaths, emaths..
the results are so bad...
i dun even wan to take a look on the others anymore..
don't talk about it anymore..
my results are beyond hope le..
went to eat prata after school..
n it is raining so heavily outside..
we walk in the rain..
then me n xy went back to school..
then suddenly heavy downpour..
cannot go home le.
so wait for herman..
in the end, he went to hawker with his frens to eat..
den i have to go home alone..
hmmm... tomorrow gonnna have fun with everyone
my class going to watch a movie together..
den after movie... hehe... going to have fun with everyone...
i promise i will enjoy myself today..
now, i can only bring happiness to myself...
you made me fall so deeply...
you made me know what is love again..
human always put words in your mouth only..
but actually actions do matter alot...
only one day when one started to regret, den one only will treasure??
by the time, it's too late...
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
10:47 AM
actually, my prelims end ytd...
but for the whole of sec four, it's ends today.. Yeah!!
but it is not time to celebrate now..
there is still o levels... wad the....
ytd, had a maths paper 2
i am going to flunk it..
cos i suddenly became so nervous..
cant even do the problems fast..
i cant recall formulas, do halfway forget how to do...
this is bad..
but, it's done le..
wad else can i do.. right?
so, went orchard with xs, jw, van, ps,xy, n afroza..
go collect xs's gown.. not bad...
den went to photos with ps..haha..
spent quite alot, going broke le..
i need someone to be my atm now.... hehe..
anyway, it is an off day for me today.
got no paper today..hehe...
but, those who have bio today took back their ss papers le..
haiz, i abit worried...
today, stay at home so bored..
actually wanna go out with him one..
but den, he sick le...
poor thing, heart pain..
haiz.. recover soon dear....
u still have to take care of me...
(if u r reading)
later going to go hawker to meet wj, jw, n maybe xy n stan...
we go eat dessert, den talk talk abt things lo...
celebrate moon cake festival..haha..
go hawker eat mooncakes.. haha...
hmm.. gotta go le... need to change already...
byebye.. will update you whenever possible....
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
2:31 PM
i guess it's time to talk abt it..
putting it inside me for very long..
guess everyone shuld know about the fight between frank n herman..
so it makes the woodsville to hate macpherson more..
n macpherson to hate woodsviile more.
if anyone ask mi which side m i on..
i will say none.. i jus hate fights...
childish, selfish n violent..
so, there is somebody, keep going on n on abt macpherson sucks or sth...
n it greatly depress me..
so why get a macpherson gf, pple say that...
he jus dunoo how greatly is the pressure on me..
my frens complained abt lots of things..
n i knew lot of things that are going ard n happening..
i got no one to talk to abt this..
not my frens.. wad will they tell me... only i noe.
i m sick n tired of those comments..
refused to listen, refuse to know...
i agree macpherson sucks, school sucks to anyone anyway..
but, i dun think pple have to segegrate woodsville n macpherson like this..
it affects alot of pple..
confirm those woodsvillian who have macpherson as their the other half or vice vera..
i m jus one of them....
it's not nice hearing that...
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1:55 PM
finished off with all the papers except a maths...
i got the weekend to touch up on that i guess...
school ends at 1230 today..
actually wanted to eat lunch with herman...
he jolly went off to play cs with his frens..
forget it, jus upset, that we got no time for each other..
n he dun even noe how bad i feel..
because of exams, he will say that...
wadever... i hear of that plenty of times..
went out with my frens instead...
we went shopping in orchard..
as though the o's are finished..
but its good to go out have fun..
after so many days of torture..
rather than staying at home, n donig nth, getting fed up with you noe wad..
nv had my lunch today...
no food, no time, dunoo wad to eat..
wanted to eat cup noodles, but jus ate one ytd... so... dropped that idea..
bought a milo freeze n filled my stomach..
anyway, there is no one to care...
go shop shop ard..
xs n jw wan to buy clothes..
go giodarno, xs try for pink n yellow shirt..
first time see her wear pink... she looks cute in that..
den she bought a pink n white collar-t... nice one...
jw wan to buy yellow one...but nv..
instead, bought a tube, so cheap, cant believe my eyes in orchard with that price..
den we went to look for shoes, for grad nite..
to suit with our dress...
so many beautiful ones...
now i realise woman are the lucky ones..( too bad guys)
went to heeren after that..
saw bunch of WOODSVILLIAN guys..( sorrie for being so sacarstic, i'm not in gd mood)
well, actually saw some 4H guys...
bson,jonathan n gang....
so, we pretended not to see them, go take photos...
den go out that time.. saw them standing outside one bra shop, looking in..
yucks... wonder wad they doing down there..
hmm.. stomach aren't feeling good..
probably because of skipping my lunch..
gastric problems again, no big deal..
wanna go home... walk vanessa to bus-stop,den i go buy fries with xy to fill my stomach..
talk to xy abt how herman n me got together..
now recall about that.. it seems so so sweet..
n it make me really believe that the start of one relationship is the sweetest..
i'm glad i found him....=)
but it ain't the same anymore..
him, pple ard, me...
n i admit, i m really upset about that..
sometimes, i feel like asking pple..
who am i to you? where do i stand..
sound so depressing right..
forget it... somethings..
say out... it's not so good to know...
enjoy ur weekends pple...
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
5:46 AM
today is not a good day fro me..
quarrel with my mum two days ago..
so..we are treating each other codly, using harsh tone on each other..
n it sort of affected me in my exams today.
this morning we quarrel again..
scram out of the house with bad mood...
first is physics paper..
never expects the questions to come out like this..
some kind of silly questions, some stupid questions, some real difficult..
those easy ones damn easy
those difficult one damn difficult.......
i think i m not going to pass it..
all definitions came out..
n i din study that...
wad to do....haiz..
then came the a maths paper..
actually, i m not confused..
but during recess, everyone confused eveyone...
so i got confused too.. started to panic...
n as usual, mrs ng's paper is so difficult...
wad is done is done...
cannot undo...
but jus abit upset, that during the last min, i manage to noe how to do a particular question..
but , time's up...
so.. too bad..
i doubt i will pass anyway....
went home with jw.
ate cup noodles..
i think my mum nv even cook mine.
n dun even wan to cook mine..
forget it lo..
waitin for sat to come, when she is not at home...
that's freedom for me.. ;P
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
10:39 AM
got to school at 820 today..
well, i am not late, just that whole school can get to school this late...
went to eat prata for breakfast with xs, the rest of them all last min dun come one...
had geography paper first... pretty okie..
xs forgot to do a ten marks questions.. haiz...
ten marks gone.... poor her...
den emaths test after an hour of break
some questions require alot of thinkings...
but, still quite okie.. no complains...
haha, maybe until the results come out then complain le...
den after school go to eat lunh with the gals n stanbull..
some eat kfc, some eat foodcourt ,some eat long john.. d
den later meet again, go city plaza..
went to look for gown for the grad nite...
shop around whole city plaza..
first time see xs wear dress.. not bad ah..
if only the dress wont that long... perfect for her..
xy tried on a dress too... short one..
and it is quite sweet looking...
anyway, she is suitable for short dress for her size...
maybe addition of shawl will not make it too casual..
vanessa tried on a few gowns.. long ones.
all also suit her..
getting nicer n nicer... so abit trouble to choose..
tough on her..to make a decision...
anyway, she decided on a blue dress... nice one..
it's 129 dollars right.. if i'm not wrong.
hmm.. now for me..
try on different types of pink dresses..
den found one....
tight fitting.. long pink dress...
quite nice and beautiful...
pondering if wanted to buy..
den they ask me to buy..
so pay a ten dollar deposit...
den wanted to ask parents go see..
but now..haiz... wondering if i shuld buy leh..
having second thoughts...
shuld i or shuld i not???
haiz... mood not that good now... shlud stop writing le...
bye...
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Saturday, September 18, 2004
10:59 AM
confession...
it's not a good day for me today...
all thanks to pple in my class....
i dun have to say it out le....
cos i guess everyone will know by now what happened...
there are pple in this world that are petty, some are jus too nice...
too nice, until frens don't treasure this fact... they take advantage of it..
jus like wad xs said before...
' it doesnt mean that i wont get angry, means pple can bullie mi' something like that..??
ya, it applies to me too...
pple, you do went overboard...
u can make fun of me, joke abt me, but look at wad u did today..
it is not exactly very nice...
if it happened to you how...
think about it... how embarrass you feel..
this jus taught me a lesson..
frens, being nice to you, may be a wrong thing from the start...
you all jus enjoy the fun of it, and not care about the feelings inside..
you never ever thought about the consequences...
and you all din know what happened after that..
and the pple you told are boys, not gals....
so, you all should know the boys in our class...
and i can tell you...
maybe, i shall'nt be so good anymore...
getting angry sometimes, no harm to me.
be too nice, is too harmful...
and this time round, i am angry..
realise i still use 'am'..
i shan't say anymore....
*good frens disappoint you most....* i agree!
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Friday, September 17, 2004
10:41 AM
as usual, i had to go to school...
but, it's not to study but to take exam...
the terrifying paper.. english..
was quite nervous....
scared that i might writed ' splitted' again... gross error...
hee... but, in the end, i guess nv ba..
paper one part one was alright to me...
compo qn: write about an occasion where u look forward with much expectation but end with bitter disappointment.... sort of like this...
wrote it in about thrity mins.. that's fast.. n three pages long... not bad... hee..
but when it comes to paper one part two...
everything was hell to me..
i dunoo how to start that report.. how to end... in conclusion.. i dunoo how to write...
dun laugh okie..
it's true... so damn difficult..
i bet everyone will be writnig the same stories.. stains are because overturned of coffee n tea...
haiz... anyway it's over..
dencame to paper two...
not exactly very easy... comprehension questionso difficult..
but summary is easy...
hmm... hope i can do really well..
well, i promised ms soh....
haiz..wad to do right...
it's for my own good...
went to orchard after school with van, xy, jw, xs..
that xy... damn long.. make mi wait 45 mins for her..
ate cup noodles for lunch...
den we went to see gowns...
wad the.. all so damn sexy.. how to wear...
haha..... imagine the gals in sch wearing gowns n boys in sch wearing suits..
haha.. i think the teacher will laugh their heads off... lol...
went to try on two gowns...
white one will qutie transparent... pink one was really nice, but abit too long..
like being the bride like that..haha....
so walk walk ard.. four sth le.. den we go home le...
so.. pple, we cleared two exams... one week more to go...
we can make it.. i believe.. cheers!!!=)
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
10:36 AM
had the first paper today, social studies...
think i m going to flunk it...
the essay question part a was pretty okie...
part b was abit more challenging... abit 'i dunoo how to do'... but still tried..
then came to the source based question...
it was damn confusing... my mind like auto shut down...
i dunoo wad the source was talking about....
den i jus crap my way thru... got no choice..
write one whole load of rubbish in the answer script..
hope that the teacher will understand... n give some sympathy marks...
haiz.. n this means.. i will have to work extra hard for my geography.. to pull up my marks...
haiz.... stress....
anyway, it's over.. so... let it be over....
went to parkway with van n xy...
go eat the mee hoon kuey... so nice..
miss parkway alot.. long time nv go le....
van n xy make name tag.. it's cute anyway....
den we go shop shop... dne pick some clothes go try on...
they pick a skirt.. princess-liked one..
i go try... so funny... but really look like princess..haha
later on.. herman, stan, carlo, nat, n juli came join us..
shop ard for while..
oh ya.. i went to shop for a glass.. sad.. haiz..
anyway.. i bought one.. quite nice...
so.. van n xy had to go for tuition.. i stayed..
they went to kfc for lunch...
i sat down there read eng notes.. first time..haha..
then everyone went home n i went home myself too...
so tired... think i caught flu in walking in rain ba.. so cold...
shivering!!! but who will care... no one.... so i dun too lo..
prelims had jus started... with lots of papers waiting for us behind...
so.. study hard my frens.... =)
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
10:23 AM
today, had physics practical...
the time the teachers gave us was not divided well..
question one was so damn easy n can be finish by 30 mins
question two was so damn difficult n needs more time
but we only got 45 mins each... wadever....
well, it was a ' not so easy' paper i guess..
knew alot of my mistakes.. careless me...
anyway, its over.. so forget it...
tomorrow will be hell for me i guess..
ss paper.. n i sort of cant memeorize everything..
my head seems to full..
i feed it with too many foods, like chem ,maths, physics...
eat somemore will vomit.. hehe....
haiz... pls god... help mi pass my ss... thank you...
haha... i still have to use my brain to study....
gotta go back to feed my brain again...
n it is so bored...
anyway... good luck pple... all the best....
you will do well!!!!!!!! =)
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Monday, September 13, 2004
11:39 AM
today is the last day of the one week holiday le...
haiz... this is fast n this means..
prelims are here....
tomorrow is the physics practical...
tuesday is ss paper le...
time passed so quickly....
thinking abt sitting in the exam halls really sent mi creeps..
taking exams arent that bad
the bad thing is taking results..
had studied the past week...
if i m going to do badly.. it will really depress me off...
more pimples pop out le...
already had alot.. but now somemore... make my face worse...
everyday also slp late....
well.. had to go back studying again le..
worried abt my ss...haiz..
good luck guys...
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Friday, September 10, 2004
10:29 PM
today... studied in the morning.....
so good ah.... hehe..
well the bad part coming...
in the afternoon...
i m sorry mummy...
i've been a bad gal.....
i went to have fun... ESCAPE theme park...
haha..... fun leh...
there is me, herman, xy, stan, claris, vanessa, n carlo...
n its so fun...
oh ya... that van ah... wan to scare me.. say ms soh is standing at the mrt there...
den i really fall into her trap... lol...
saw how scared is carlo...
hehe... from his face.... when we go play the pirate ship....
haha... he like small kid like that... hold his hand so tightly to the railing or wad...
as if he will fall out of the ship.... lol...
den he everytime wan to back out ah...
say wan to go play.. den in the end.. back out....
so timid leh..... haha
went to play lots of games..
played 'flipper'.... n feel so nauesy after that... so giddy...like going to vomit soon..
haha.... actually.. its good to have some fun after so many days of studying...
if still continue like that.. will go mad one..
anyway. had been a good gal last few days...
so give myself a treat to enjoy..haha...
now... the sickness bug going ard le...
poor jinwei...fever n fever again... haiz...
how is she going too study...
take care my dear....
she muz have lose alot of weight.....
so poor thing....
everybody else.. take care too
cos exams are coming...
well... still the same words...
good luck everyone... study hard.. but dun stress urself too much okie...
cheers!!!!=)
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
8:12 AM
had been a good gal today...
i stayed at home to study....
still still guilty abt ytd....
haiz.. was so tired... munching on my books like mad...
actually was trying to finish up all the MATHS homeworks...
den jinwei came.. good to see her be well again..hehe..
we did abit of maths... watch tv abit.. use com abit.
den she went home when my mum n bros came back le....
haiz... herman really got me worried...
from the whole morning till evening..
cant even reach him.. or anyone.. cal him also cant get thru....
so bad right...nv even call mi n tell mi where he is... n i m here... worrying like mad...
dun even care abt whether i will worry anot..
nv even tell mi where he is...
HERMAN!!!!
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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
2:59 PM
i m feeling so bad right now...
my dad is so angry with mi...
i dunoo how to say sorrie...
it happened like this..
went to stan's chalet..
n really have a lot of fun..
cos of sth....
had a small quarrel with herman....
but okie now..
den its late le...
i noe its time to go home..
but everyone was all ard the park
so ten sth den return to the chalet..
den went to take a cab home le....
my dad did call a few times..
he sounded so angry.
i knew i was in deep trouble..
went home.. he wasnt home yet...
found out that he went to wait for mi at the bus stop..
but i took a cab home..
its eleven sth le....
he was supposed to be in bed now..
but cos of mi.. he was awake...
he came back..
gave me a scolding..
i felt so bad..so so bad..
wad m i suppose to do now???
haiz....
how???
he went to slp le....
i made him worrie like hell...
i feel so gulity...
how/??
really sorrie dad...
so sad.... =(
byebye....
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Monday, September 06, 2004
1:24 PM
it's been a rainy day today again...
well... but i m not sad...
still kinda in a good mood..
except herman got mi worried...
but it's okie le..
mum n bros went to malaysia le..
left mi n my dad..
the house been so quiet..
not quite use to it..
so.. take this chance.
i studied.... haha.....
in the morning.. i did a maths..
in the afternoon... watch some tv..
read some ss...
i think my brain is going to explode soon...
haha....got confuse in alot of things...
heard abt van's mum's fren condition..
it is so bad....
n really so sad....
though i dunoo her.
hope she will get better... pray hard....
oh ya..jinwei too..
had high fever....suddenly..
wonder wad has happen...
so bad ah...
hope she gets well soon too..
well..that's all for today....
everyone..work hard...
it's nine days to ss paper..
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
9:54 AM
went out today.....with herman..
finally he make it up for ytd huh....hehe..
sort of enjoy it...
went to watch garfield...
its not that bad...
the cat is so cute..so fat too...
wonder if real life got such a cat anot...
if have.. i sure adopt..
hehe....
like this phrase "love mi, feed mi, never leave mi"
so cute right.... garfield's phrase..
den went to eat lunch...
after that... herman want to play pool..
den... only the two of us...
wad to do...
have to go play with him lo..
i so poor thing..
haha... actually also not bad la..
play pool with bf...
wad to do... as long as he enjoy can le..
that's the part every gf shuld play wad..right?
although i dunoo how to play...
sort of enjoy too..hehe...
ask him go take photos at bugis he dun wan...
so bad right....
long time nv take photos le...
haiz....
den we went home after that lo..
abt four something reach home..
den mum n bros going malaysia le..
going to be real quiet this few days..
not bad ah..
i can study..
gotta work hard this week..
its ten days to ss paper....
oh gosh...
today... kinda hapie..
wun talk abt sad stuffs anymore....
everybody..
study hard!!!! play hard too!!!
dun stress urself.... =)
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
6:41 PM
the naughty gals..... 
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12:54 PM
today.. rainy day...
the sky is crying for mi ya?
maybe....
actually wanna go out with herman..
but cos of the sch..
he has to bring back one pile of books...
so... cant go out le lo..
abit disappointed..
but.. have to be understanding...
so... was asked to go home...
but can say is not really reached home la...
haiz...
was not feeling good....
so did my maths...
trying to finish it n forget all troubles...
now..coming back to the life thing.
have anyone think of why they are born??
good question..
well.
i muz emphasize...
i m born...
not to let pple scold
not to let pple shout at..
not to let pple make fun of.
not to let pple joke abt when its really serious..
not to let pple be use when they need mi
n throw mi when they dun..
all these scenerios...
can be seen....
in real life.... jus beside each n everyone of u...
mi too.....
pple do get upset abt it.....
we are all born...
to feel the love, care n warmth on Earth..
not the cruel treatment...
haiz.. dun wanna say anymore...
before it depress mi further.
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Friday, September 03, 2004
11:39 AM
wow... jus realise that i long time never blog le... hehe... sorrie... *,) hehe....
today ms soh jus give us a bookmark
with all her words n greetings n advices
so touching, so happie
ms soh, i m sorrie, dun mean to be so moody
but.. jus that some things matters me alot....
n there is some heartless boys in our class..
never wish ms soh happie teachers day...
den she make a fuss out of it...
haiz... guys!!!! guys are always so bad!!!!!!!
now..talk abt why i m so moody ya???
maybe cos... my frens...
not sure.. jus feel that.. all of us arent that close anymore..
everybody is busy studying.... n studying.
i m too..
really miss those days alot..
having fun..
is it because
i m in a relationship now?
n my frens are singles???
but it doesnt affect us much i guess...
i had lots of time with my frens...
but so little time with him..
haiz..... so boring..
life... is so boring now..
everybody is busy studying..
including me....
so stressful....
i started not to understand my frens le..
i dunoo wad they are doing..
n i dun feel really appreciate..
really get so depress...
so so sad....
maybe i shuld leave here....
life will be much much better..
i m here.. in this world.
where pple dun treasure each other..
pple dunno wad love is.. wad care is.
where pple dunoo wad is aprreciation..
pple are so self centred... so so selfish
n i hate it..
i m getting more n more depress..
more n more lonely each day..
jus feel that no one cares..
life is so hectic..
pple are so busy..
no one ever noticed any changes..
maybe like wad xs said..
those frens will are close to you might not be ur true frens..
^shun say anymore^
maybe.. it will be better to be a grass or a tree...
u are rooted in the ground..
n never be separated from its love ones..
forever be with them
no worries, no quarrels...
no loneliness.
my life seems to be in a mess ya?? maybe
now.. i shuld really concentrate..
on my prelims
my o levels..
n life after that..
let see where shuld i go.
pple..... good luck for ur exams..
ss paper is jus in like twelve days???
less than two weeks..
worked hard now..
do urself proud...
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