My Stories
Sunday, December 05, 2004
10:27 PM
why cant i stop dreaming of you, you, you!!!!!!!
what the hell am i doing??
i know i m not thinking of you..
i am not!
i din!
why, why are u always appearing in my dreams.
i m suppose to have sweet dreams all nites.
not u in it, u torture me like hell..
all the dreams with u in it, we were so happie..
but the more happie we were or i were in the dreams, the more torturous it is for me.
cant u jus keep still in your slp,
not walk ard into my dreams.
wadever i pictured was the past..
all my plans, my imagination were destroyed.
u are the culprit..
stop can u?
u are hurting me more............................
i try to keep myself busy all day..real busy.
n i swear that u nv came into my thoughts all days..
is it because of this...
u chose to appear in my dreams.
wad the use of it..
you wont stop torturing me right.
the more hurt i m, the more happie u feel, is that right?
i miss him
i dun wan to miss him.
i wanna hate him..
but i really do miss him..
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